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2009-11-04T13:50:00.002+08:00

wee. finally the dark clouds disappear. . the two hot headed finally cooled down.

he told me quarrels always got good things come out from the mouth de. lol. cute eh.

yar. we understand each other more. and love each other more ~

im gonna go through this hard period with YOU.

im glad. . things are turning better. . . . ((:

feeling appreciated. . ((:

SO LOOKING FORWARD TO NEXT WED!

2009-11-02T18:53:00.003+08:00

gosh. it has been raining since afternoon. . switched my drowsy mood on.

i'm on mc today. the fact that i woke up with a really bad headache, and slight fever.

yes. im feeling better after medication. but that feeling sucks. . like a damn bad hangover. .

i just woke up from my nap not long ago, ate dinner not long ago. . . but i think the flu med has just taken effect. . i feeling kinda seh seh. . . abit like . . very dizzy n feel like puking. .

doctor asked me a funny question. r u pregnant ? there he goes again. . thou its a different doc from the last time i saw. . y always ask me the same qns ?

actually im very SILLY. . i wished i was pregnant. i wantED to have a family of my own soon. . i wantED to have my own home. . probably because of my family background. . u wouldnt know how much i envy people whose parents are there for them. . haha. den ppl will tell me "but u're still young" seriously i dun mind. . .

but what's the point of saying these now ? haha. i doubt its gonna happen to me anyways. i always spoil my own relationships. . orbi good.

one day passed just like dat. but the agony somehow didnt lessen @ all. . had a very bad nightmare during my nap in the afternoon. . still can rmb the words that he shouted on me. . everything. . . hais. orbi good. i brought these all upon myself. .

i brought strain to this relationship. now my dreams are shattered. maybe i really put in too much hope already. . i dunno how to face him anymore. . needless to say to talk to him or text him. . thou i did text him today to tell him i aint feeling well and stuffs like dat. . but the feeling's different alrdy. .

我好害怕… 真希望睡了就永远不要醒来。。已没有什么东西值得我期待的。。只希望时间能够倒转。。我真的好恨我自己！！

2009-11-02T01:03:00.003+08:00

darn. yes i know its been a month or so since i updated my blog.

but right now. i really have to blog down my thots. . if not im gonna breakdown soon. .no, i am already breaking down. . cant sleep @ all. . hate this feeling u know. u are damn TIRED, but u cant get to sleep. .

the last time i had this kind of feeling was when i know the truth about mum having another guy.

yes. the tears-session lasted me for about 3 days. .

maybe i got stronger already. im not crying that badly anymore. . but still the heart aches that badly.. my tears just wouldnt flow. i wish it had. something like. . taking a knife & piercing it into ur heart.

yes. i screwed up everything. i admit im the WORST girlfriend in the world..

i aint supportive in the right way. i do things without bearing consequences. i let ppl detest me.

all these thing wasnt what i wanted in the very first place.

nagging @ him when i know he was tired. being late for dates everytime when i know he detest late-comers. complain to him bout his family when i know his family is his priority.

HAHA. Laugh @ me. im the world biggest fool right. . go ahead. . .

instead of helping him to clear the load of his mind. what did i do. nag @ him, quarrel . . to make things worse, i keep on triggering him . . just like purposely provoke a wild bore.

i wanted to help him so much. . when i came to know about his problems. i offered him what i could do. . but still i felt damn helpless. he said its not my problem . . its his own problem and he'll settle it on his own. . but im his girlfriend. to me, his problem is mine & vice versa.

CINDY. where are you ? i hope u r here man! aww.

but seriously speaking . . . i feel we both really lack of communications. i tried to talk to him, STUPIDLY. by asking stupid questions. . so its my fault. . but if i don't probe anything, he wouldnt come n talk to me. . . i really feel DAMN NEGLECTED.

fuck. i really don't know. . tml's closing. the last closing im gonna have in this company.

AND I BET. ITS GONNA BE A BAD WEEK FOR ME.

im gonna hide inside my tortoise shell.

i HATE myself.

2009-09-03T10:27:00.003+08:00

***SSSSCCCCCCCRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAMMMMMSSSSSSS***

everything at work is so haywired..

was on mc on tues. woke up in the middle of the night to vomit THREE times. biangz. lau sai in the morning.

actually doc gave me 2 days mc. and in the end. i only take 1 day. couldnt get enough rest at home. my cousins were making noise, and was so worried about my closing...

closing still not even 50% done yet. sigh. think hafta come back this weekend already.

fuck the system . they alrdy know this system cocked up, still wanna use, and dun wanna extend my closing dateline. wth~

yesterday i came across this cute taxi driver on my way home. . wahaha. ok. i say he's cute no becos im interested in him or anything ok. but the way this 60plus year old man talks jus amused me alot. ENLIGHTENED ME SO MUCH!

he say must be HAPPY. dun always get angry. . . must release the anger inside me. . if not in the long term loads of health problems will pile up. . dun make my heart always do ot. . . lol. so how to be HAPPY nehs? u should keep ur mind POSITVE. for e.g. dun think of the negative things. if its work, u have to do it, den jus do it happily. if u keep on thinking of the uneccessary stuffs, then of course, your mind wouldnt FOCUS. .

uncle tan also taught me a few things about relationship. RESPECT, UNDERSTANDING and TRUST.

to respect means to uphold his/her status.

to understand means to know what he/she wants, what are his/her patterns.
for e.g, his wife always ask him to drop her @ the market to buy some stuffs for a short while, but he knw his wife's pattern is those kind say a while means will take a long time to buy the stuffs. so he will wait however long she took.

of course. all these includes one impt factor as well. COMMUNICATIONS!!

haha. im so enlighted by uncle tan ~ thanks uncle tan. i feel better after listening to u.

2009-08-31T13:22:00.004+08:00

yeaa. lunch time. . but i seem to have not completed anything yet. whole morning the system keep hanging! even though i aint touching it.

blardee hell. i dunno how to deal with my closing already. ARGHHHH. pek chek.

YEAH! today no need to go outlet do stock take already. becos kat is on half day leave ~ lalalala~

but still need to do for central kitchen. . :(( hate going in to the big big freezer. . . super cold. . brrrr. 忽冷忽热~ will get sick de. .

whole week confirm plus chop got ot~ dunno when den can complete this month's closing. .

老天爷保佑我~~

2009-08-30T23:20:00.007+08:00

howdyyyyyyyyyyy. today is a happy day ~

hohohohoho. went to jb with deariee, robert, jack and his gf.

kinda surprised that dear will go ! seriously. becos i felt he was rather anti-jb. . but today he went ~ woo. . ((: 好开心！！

FRI after work i had dinner with him at tpy. . thereafter we made plans to watch final destination @ tampines mall. so we went home to take my clothes, headed to tampines mall and stayed overnight @ his house.

the movie soso la. i give him 2.5 popcorns. not up to expectations. =.=

SAT morning i went to work, den went back to his house @ ard 5pm. . asked robert out to have dinner @ bedok interchange. the 3 of us crack our brains so hard about where to go. . darn sians. -.- couldnt come with a conclusion, instead they decided going to jb today. lol. we ended up @ bedok lkp-ing with gavin and his bro.

den reach dear's house i started playing maple on his com. lol. went to create a new char. fun! i think i got hooked to it. now having cravings for maple alrdy. rawr.

TODAY we went to jusco bukit indah, suggested by jack. he said that the shopping mall very big. . ya. indeed very big! there got dorothy perkins and m.a.c. only these 2 shops tempted me. budden still, nth attracted me la. as usual. cos im penniless alrdy. lol. and the price compare to sgp is almost the same. had lunch at vivo, western concept, pizza pasta..

after window shopping for almost 2 hours, went to holiday plaza .. robert wanted to go there to buy his barang barang.. i bought a bag there !! hoho. finally found a bag i like after so long. and YA. its smaller compared to the one im carrying now~ ((: lovess.

den dinner time. . 煮炒~ so-so only. . hee. . 吃饱后就 time to go home le ~ heng no jam! ((:

woot. so tired . okie. i need to slp liaos.

CLOSING PERIOD next week. die la. stupid new system always cock up one. zz

tml still need to go stock take. . .

shack.

dun dare to think.

good nites.

2009-08-26T15:39:00.003+08:00

yes.. im blogging secretively @ work. haha. the madames have gone for a meeting. . . :x

but i got work de okay. . jus practising my multi-tasking skills! Laughs.

cham. so many invoices. dunno can key finish by next friday not. :((

so fast closing liaos. . ahh..

today mei nv go sch, she got headache. .

well well. . im kinda excited. i booked bbq pits @ ecp for my bday this year. . .

wanted chalet de. but too late to book it. and its quite costly. shall postpone to my 21st then. haha.

i've sent out the invitations by sms alrdy. now waiting for replys. . . ((:

hopefully will get good news ~ ~~~

2009-08-23T23:54:00.003+08:00

I want to go through thick and thin with YOU, all my life.

2009-08-22T18:19:00.002+08:00

i seem to have lost my ability to smile and be happy when skies are grey . . .

i have done something outta my mind this time. . argh. shucks.

time is tickling so slow away. . . . . . . . . . .

2009-08-22T02:05:00.002+08:00

cant get to sleep. . . windy night. . . drowsy medicines. . . BUT. . to no avail. . twisting, flopping, turning on the queen size bed. . . (yes, 二姨 went home for the weekend~ hooray!)

had a bad week. full loads of craps. . seriously. jus thinking of 1 happy thing will lead the other 10 bad things rushing out of my mind. .

got my results on monday. ok. its worse than i could ever imagine.

i flunked. AGAIN. not badly. BUT. . .

Your examination results for the June 2009 session issued on 17-AUG-09 are:
Paper Details: T7 Pln, Ctr & PMgtResult: Fail
Mark: 49
Paper Details: T9SGP Prep Tax CompResult: Fail
Mark: 48

Look at this~ HOLY. i only need to get 50 marks to PASS. jus 1 marks for paper 7 ! and 2 marks for paper 9! GOSH. what's wrong man. . . . sigh. really damn suay. need to go 拜拜..

followed by flu and sorethroat on monday evening, went to see company's doc near my office. . . mc granted for tues.

tues i didnt recover. instead it turned bad. started wheezing away. .

weds went back to work, CANNOT MAKE IT LA. i had to wear a mask, becos my flu was like so bad, my voice starting quacking. . difficulty in breathing. started to get annoyed and pissing ppl off in office. sorry. . . felt so terrible. i wouldnt wanna show any temper to any one. but jus couldnt help it.

took half day and went to see my fave doc @ yio chu kang ~ DR TERRENCE! hoho. he's really GODLIKE! say i got BRONCHITIS. but he told me smth dat made me panick " if u're not well by tml, pls go to the hospital to confirm if its H1N1" ... -.- TOUCHWOOD. wah laus. if i kena means i gotta be hospitalised for 3 days, quarantined for 1 week, total of 10 days. which means jus nice hit my closing period. choy ah. dun wan lo. later my work pile up higher than mount everest.

mc granted on weds and thurs. his meds damn tock gong. slept thru the afternoon, wake up and saw 公公 checking his 4D. den u know what. 4849 came out in starters. KNS. nv buy. i wanted to buy de, but that afternoon the queue was so long, and i was sick. . LAZY LA. 财神爷 wont give LAZY PPL money one. learnt my lesson liaos. sibei ai wan.

thur had a hard time at home. difficulty in resting. my 2 cousins ahh. had screaming competition man. biangs. nearly went deaf. im serious. my ears were numbed. . .

den came FRIDAYYYYYY. back to work. piled like bukit timah hill. -.- but managed to clear some. esther and ally invited me over for dinner @ cwp. ^^ dar went along too. . everything was so nice . . until . . lkp session.. shant say so much liaos. till now im still like. . . quite sad la. . thou cindy did encouraged me. . but im still feeling rather down la. .

fortunately had good excuse to leave early. . felt damn uneasy there.

any moment if i were to sit there longer, wonder if my tears would just give way. .

there goes my week. and i doubt im gonna have a great weekend. shall rest more. . okie. im tired. jus wanna blog out my thots...

too emo already. cheer up girl , everything will be fine!

2009-08-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

enjoyed this long weekend. ((:

Sat 8/8/09

morning, I DYED MY HAIR! at amk. LOL. big deal. but i LOVE LOVE LOVE it. esp the part on the highlights.("v")

evening, meet up dear @ suntec for dinner @ this chinese restaurant called 汤点王。 their double-boiled soup is nice! i felt it was rather worth the price. thereafter we headed to catch UP~ yea. UP!

nice movie. i like. first time i got touched by a movie. shd say im rather emotional. before the movie,i told dear that it was rated 4 stars, he told me he would give it half a star. LOL. saying that he would fall aslp right after 15 mins. . PHEW. never. . not that bad la. thou its CARTOON.

Sun 9/8/09

Happy Birthday SINGAPORE! ((:

PULAU UBIN! hur hur... me, dear, iris, cindy, robert, jack went.. been like almost 10 years since i went there. long queue at the jetty but it was all worth it. cycling was fun. and crazy -.- UP SLOPES are MAD. rawrs. had to come down to push my bicycle a few times. fortunately we had a blissful weather. the roads werent muddy. . . thank god! hehs.

halfway, robert's back tyre punctured, jack's chain broke. ._. hard core cyclists. went back to change their bicycles and headed to CHEK JAWA. chek jawa is nice. beautiful. damn relaxing. . . the air is so so different. omg. i dun mind going there again. dear had a bad headache, knew it was really tough for him to cycle on the rocky paths. . . shd have brought along my panadols! -.-

we saw wild boar and monkeys. . . had a fun time. . i wanna go again. . soon. if u let me choose, i would prefer to cycle at ubin than at ecp ~ hehs. I WAN UBIN AGAIN!

Mon 10/8/09 TODAY!

went to expo for the metro and harvey norman sales with dear. . crowded. but we ended up going out with empty hands. had dinner at bedok. . . dear dear wanted to buy shaver. . . but they were locked up @ sheng shiong and ntuc. lols. last resort - watsons. . lol. wonder why they lock them up. . too many ppl steal shavers? hahs. had a great evening. . . . simple and nice. ("v")

ok. time to rest. WORK tml. blahs. new software . . . -.- dun dare to think abt it even.

2009-08-07T11:54:00.000+08:00

woah super shack. shack. shack.

month end closing is such a bitch. . . i swear.

have been ot-ing the whole of this week. . except for today, which i left @ 8pm.

reached home at 1am yesterday. ya i know its not the first time, but still. . . ROAR. im jus tired man. .

weee. my long weekend is finally here ~

plans are. jogging dye hair shopping tml . sun pulau ubin. monday rest.

tues dooms day.

so LET ME ENJOY TO THE FULLEST!

2009-07-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THURSDAY!

MY GENTING TRIP! <3

awwww.

2009-07-11T15:50:00.000+08:00

GOSH.

cant believe it man. . i haven updated my blog in agessss. no wonder its so rusty :\

and im in office right now. YAR. ON A SATURDAY ~~~ how torturing. . ._. hais.

BECAUSE OF THE CHANGE IN THE UPCOMING NEW SOFTWARE. How IRRITATING. argh.

btw,mei xuan got married . . . . weee. ((: blissful marriage.

and im so happy!! becos. . me and dearieee went to book the genting tickets alrdy.

long awaited holiday. ((:

wts travel got some promotion on now. low-peak season at $85 per pax for 3 days 2 nights!

oh my gawd.. *Chants* thursday thursday faster come!

luckily we booked the ticks in advance, if not i gotta cancel my leave. . stupid new system. hate u.

blah blah blah.

ok. kat is back. update soon.

2009-06-21T23:37:00.007+08:00

TREAT PEOPLE LIKE HOW YOU WANT OTHERS TO TREAT YOU.

omgg. weekend is going to be over SO SOON.

rawr. work werk tomorrow. darn sad . 52 weekends in a year. :((

im walking like a duck these few days. . becos of muscle cramps due to jogging and badminton over the week. . WEAK. i rmb i did warming up!! but maybe not enough. -.- now im suffering. . . kept complaining to my bf . . lol. my muscles ache, his ears also have to ache together :x

summary of what i've done over the weekend:

Friday night - badminton & lkp. . ((:

小姨helped me bundled up my hair. . ("v")

Sat - slpt till 3pm . stayed at home till 9pm before meeting a gurl fren which i have not met for years. . ((: ended up @ yishun, her ex bf's void deck whom i introduced to her. lol. talking bout the silly things that we used to do. . really miss the days man...

TODAY! supposingly to go sentosa organised by elaine. but it was cancelled last min. last night actually agreed with my sis with only the both of us early in the morning to suntan. . but some silly miscommunication occurred. ended up nv go. REGRETs.

den i told dar about it. . its like i was so surprised when he asked if i had any place in mind to go. becos i thot he would rather rest at home! SUPER TOUCHED! <3

sis and daniel joined us after having her haircut @ yishun. NICE FRINGE. i like it ! ((: hoho. den walk around @ bugis and parco, settled our dinner @ ajisen~ YUMMY. i think they put msg inside the soup rite. . im so hooked to it! lol. had a puff and walk walk den go home liaos. . . hehs.

yea. so dats how i spent my weekend. . . <3

BAD HABIT to CHANGE: L A T E N E S S.

2009-06-19T13:29:00.003+08:00

TGIF. TGIF. TGIF. TGIF. TGIF. TGIF. TGIF. TGIF. TGIF. TGIF. TGIF. TGIF. TGIF.

YEAH! THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY. . . ((:

yesterday met dear @ yishun for dinner. . <3>

went to the library and borrowed 2 books. . . i dunno y but i feel so excited. LOL . its been a long time since i read a good book thou. tralala.

anyways this week was hell for me. . DAMN BLUR..

CENTRAL KITCHEN pronounced as CENTRAL CHICKEN . . .

DOOR BELL RANG i picked up the PHONE.

chaotic sia. . .

i need to . . . WAKE UP!

SOTONG stop possessing me !

looking forward to evening ! badminton!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-18T13:16:00.004+08:00

starting to feel the kick..

roar. whole body aching. . . but not to the extreme kind la. . . not as if we jogged very long. only like 15 - 20 mins only. . . i know very short la. but we made the effort to jog okay. . mai hiam buay pai.

jogged alrdy go home rest bath eat den watch dvd with sis den slp..

i shd be feeling energised lehs. . why suddenly like so tired. . . . argh..

ah choy is back! lunch was good ! hur hur. . . got my fave mushroom soup .. YUMMY. . . .

ok. i go smoke liaos. . .

YEAH. . 1 MORE DAY TO WEEKEND. . ((:

2009-06-17T13:27:00.003+08:00

okay. lunch time now. . . chill time!

menu for today is 大白菜，沙丁鱼＆四川菜汤！

not too bad la. is a new chef cook de. ((: waiting for ah choy, the all-time chef to be back from his vacation. . he cooks nicer food :x

yesterday i received a good and a bad news. . .

bad news is . . . this month end need to go down outlet for stocktake. JURONG POINT =.=

good news is . . . next month got course for the new software. . but i dun hafta attend ! :x weeee.

((: lol. am anticipating to JULY~

mei asked me to go jogging with her tonight! weee. . .

*smoke break*

2009-06-16T23:08:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yea its mummy's birthday. . . ((: we had loads of fun for the FIRST TIME and more in the coming years!

surprisingly it turned to be rather crazy. . .

after work sis ask me to accompany her to sheng shiong to buy some stuffs for the cooking pasta session at her friend's house tml.. thereafter we headed to KFC to buy dinner for mummy.. she knocked off @ 9pm today.

when mummy reached home, the 3 of us had our SUPPER. seriously it has been a long long time since we sat down and ate. . it was really HEART-WARMING. . felt like a big reunion.

dear asked me to send my regards to mum, den i told her 'chris wish chris a happy birthday' . she laughed.

then came the cake cutting time. haha.

mummy darn stubborn lo. i keep telling her to take photos, den she came with silly excuses like 'aiya i so old liaos' 'aiya i so fat' 'aiya this and that'. . too bad. . end up also have to take. . .

WAHAHAHAHA. ended up the photos turned out to be HILARIOUS la. we laughed like siao char bors. i super love this kind of moments.

the cake we're leaving it for breakfast tomorrow. made a deal to wake up earlier. . . . yes i need to head for bed soon..

BUT WAIT. BEFORE I SLEEP, LET ME SHOW U THE PHOTOS BELOW. . . haha.

look at mummy's expression when we tried to kiss her. LAUGHS.

THANK YOU MUMMY AND MEI FOR THE LOVELY NIGHT . I LOVE BOTH OF YOU ! <3

这种感觉。。。

好奇妙。。。

我永远都不会忘记。。。

2009-06-15T22:46:00.003+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeee.

went out for dinner with dear @ amk ! ((: pleasant moments. love it.

THANKS DARLING!!

i know my blog very boring la. . .

iiiiiiiiiiii tryyyyyyyyy toooooooooo typeeeeeeeeeeee longerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr jusssssssssssssssss forrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu okayyyyyyyyyyyyy ((:

MUACKS!

dead tired. im off to bed soon. stupid warm weather. #%#$W%#$^

2009-06-14T18:55:00.004+08:00

OMG.

only till dearieee mentioned den i know its FATHER'S DAY. . .

goodness. i only rmb mothers' day is on the 2nd sunday of may, den fathers' day is on the 2nd sunday of june. today is really FATHERS' DAY.

but my family not having any celebration or anything. no wonder i didnt notice. . . cos normally they will have a small celebration or something de... 奇怪~

shd call dad in awhile @ 9pm..

anyways.. cousin JMei is here. lol . going to play with her. woot.

her super comical expression O.o

First time im wishing that time would pass faster on a WEEKEND.... BORED TO TEARS T.T

2009-06-14T15:06:00.004+08:00

pics i took last night. .

have been awake for the past 2 hours.

but im so DEAD BORED. . . . . 好闷好闷好闷好闷好闷啊！

over the past weekends i've been mugging for the exams, outing with jie and gang. . but now the sudden subside seems abit of . . . im not really getting used to it.

FIRST TIME. lol. im staying at home over the weekends..

called dearieee to complain :x he asked me to find some stuffs to do . . . actually it shouldnt be a difficult task..

but stupid fish a fish and restaurant city aint loading!! argh. been refreshing it for the 101th time. .

sis went to IT fair with her bf, daniel . . . woah. today she dress till super nice! jus love the way she dresses. *thumbs up*

next tues will be mum's birthday alrdy. smsed her last night to ask her out for dinner. . this morning she told me she's not feeling well. . awwww. why like dat. . . sigh. . . . forgot it la. . she says she appreciates my thots. oh well. . i wanna do anything i can do for her la. . . nvm. next week see how it goes. . .

okay. can play fish-a-fish alrdy! laters~

UNLEASH THE POWER IN ME !

2009-06-13T23:57:00.001+08:00

pics i took on thurs 110609.

alrites. finally back from the wedding..

AH KOH's WEDDING ((:

held @ spring court. along upper cross street. a total of 10 tables. the food so-so only. i sat with my svp & vp at the same table. abit the tense 有没有~ but overall still ok la. ((: drank beer. now im having a bad headache... argh...

HAHA. joke of the night. they had this dish which served the duck as a whole (the one where u take its skin and wrap it), over @ bin zhan's table, the whole duck flew out. . . hahaha. first time i see this kinda muluating things happen @ a wedding dinner! LAUGHS.

my behaviour recently 糟透了~ seriously . . i need to do a self reflection before i sleep later.

sorry dar. .

2009-06-13T01:48:00.005+08:00

lately i have been feeling MOODY. VERY.

no idea why. super emo seh. and its like . . -.- cant shake that feeling off ever since my last paper.

its darn irritating. makes me feel very paranoid as well..

having insomnia these few nights. . blame it on the weather. kept tossing on bed. . .

hope tonight im gonna have a good slp.

3 things on my mind right now

1) Dearieee (miss him loads!)

2) Mum (how to celebrate her bday?)

4) Wedding dinner tomorrow (what should i wear???)

10 things I should be happy about

1) My work is almost up-to-date!

2) I AM STILL ALIVE.

3) There are people who still cares for me!

4) Not late for work!

5) 'School Holidays'!

6) To be able to clique with my sister.

7) Can wake up late tomorrow!

8) Have a roof over my head.

9) Exams is OVER.

10) I've the WHOLE BED for myself tonight!

alrights.

SWEETEST DREAM. yes please..

2009-06-10T23:45:00.001+08:00

ok. i know its bed time alrdy. but the weather is FREAKING WARM man. the moment i step inside the room, can feel the heat liaos.

IS SUPER SUPER WARM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fan like got no use also. -.-

sigh.

please rain 5 mins laterrrrrr... stop @ 5am can ler. ((: den i dun nid carry umbrella go work.

dear is having flu. . hope he's resting well tonight. called him @ 9pm but didnt ans. shd be fast aslp bahs. hmm.. hope to see his msg first thing tmr morning. . .

GET WELL SOON DAR!

2009-06-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

had always been looking forward to today. .

becos EXAMS is OVER.

budden. . the feeling abit different. . totally siansation. .

i didnt do well for today's paper. sigh. 凶多吉少.

ARGH. cant afford to fail la. but its like . . . . . . . 你看我我看你~ to the paper.

no more oishi pizza. no more outings.

2 more months to the results and i shall be condemned by dear for a year.

dread this kind of feelings.

on my way home, sis smsed me to say that my 二姨 talking behind my back. no wonder my right ear was itching during the exams. kinda 邪门 sometimes.

I REALLY BUAY TAHAN HER. forever talking about other ppl. pushing blames. was really pissed. said things like i nv spare a thot for my grandparents.

hello? i was up studying till 3am yesterday. ya. why. cannot mehs. i didnt even make any noise. duh. and my grandparents were already snoring away. i didnt even wake them up or anything. . roar. super D.L.

after dinner went sheng shiong with my sis. poured my frustrations. ended up in a better mood. saw my mum with that man at the void deck. i found myself darn rude when i feign ignorance to my mum becos he was there. shd apologise to her tml first thing.

nv knew going out with my sis could be so much fun. our age gap 4 yrs. last time we always quarrel always fight. ha ha. but now can go out with her, share the thots. its kinda SWEET. we compared prices at sheng shiong. (actually to blow aircon la. weather so warm) lol. results ? sheng shiong is relatively cheap compared to others.

okie. she jus say i wear my shirt toh peng. -.- gotta go change liaos.

I LOVE U MEI ! <3 sisters for life!

pls study hard k. dun follow my steps.

2009-06-09T03:09:00.000+08:00

it took me 5 mins to edit this photo ! WAHAHAHA. Im LOVin it. <3

2009-06-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

hooray.

finally a load of my chest, mind, heart, soul.

closing for may 09 done! at least on my part la. fortunately wasnt reprimanded for not handing in the work on time, kat jus told me to finish up whatever leftovers i have with me. ((:

surprisingly when i reach home today, there's no more RICE. (thou there's still few dishes of vege and fish) haha. amazing man. first time. becos. . .
everytime sure got leftovers! grandma always cook alot de.. but today i ended up eating my cousin's leftover porridge. lol.

but really sia. I <3 grandma. really appreciate her cooking. 爱心餐！yummy! she puts in loads of effort in every meal she cooks. imagine she gotta brainstorm over the menu everyday. . cannot repeat. still must think of the kids, whether they can take spicy stuffs. . . if for me. i think i cook egg everyday. prawn omelette, onion omelette, tomato omelette. :D worst still. can food. but i dunno how to use can openers. . . . . .

anyways. gotta go revise for tomorrow's exam. TAXATION. i flunked by 3 marks the other time. now i dunno can pass anot. alot of it reutrn to ms tan moi choo alrdy. her lessons SARKS. oh ya. and 1 more thing. THANKS to dearieee, he always remind me to go home and eat, to appreciate my grandma's cooking. moving home aint that easy, but im glad i didnt take long to adapt to it. ((:

*praying hard to scrape through Paper 9*

2009-06-08T00:12:00.002+08:00

Yes.

Re-blogged again.

And everytime i see my sis blogging away. . I got the hweeling of blogging.

Simply because i need to rant my stress out.

SCREAMS.

Its monday already.

ARGH.

MONDAY BLUES.

and i wonder things will turn out well.

brought home work to do but ended up failed halfway thru.microsoft office died on me. it EXPIRED while i was working on it. sorry kat.

EXAMS on tues. . @%@$^#$^$

OH WELL.

GOD BLESS ME.

*drives all nightmares away*